Dreams .the most secret part of human life....

Dreams are the dark conses of human mind,but do they really gives us any clue of the purpose they aroused . I guess there is always a certain relationship in what we do and what we wish to do.

Because if this would have not been the case then many stories,inventions,and thoughts could not have come into existence.

Dreams are mostly carried away by the presence thought process which keeps fascinating in mind time and again ,it may vary from any thing such as relationship to some unusual activity which we wish to do,its all the world of fantasy which provokes to do unusual things in unusual way.

Many a times i have been into such phases of dreams ,where if they occurred in reality either a great thing could have been created or a blunder. The purpose of writing this blog is about a dream which i had recently few days earlier , and the most important part of it was its creativity and romance in execution. It was a dream of a romantic date with most innocent girl of my life i could ever meet.

I was in ecstasy of a beautiful islands somewhere near Hawaii,(i guess i must have seen that islands in some english movie) ,the weather was quite romantic as the sun had just thought to settle down,spreading its dim yellow light followed by a spectrum clinching in to the ocean, and the wind blowed like they were whistling to the tune of wave.

There was a small hut near on the island which seemed more like a netted house surrounded by coconut trees and the scent of flowers made the island look like a haven.

I was with my lady who has just woke up after a long sleep,hairs felt apart on her eyes ,covering half of her face,which made her look so beautiful.Her eyes were shiny due the freshness of her beauty, searching around. I looked into her beautiful eyes and give her warm hug,making her feel comfortable in my arms. The scent of her hairs were so strong that i could get courage to let her loose from my arms. I just planted a kiss on her forehead to make her feel how important she was to me , and to make her feel special from others .

She looked in to my eyes like a child , and said.... " Hum yehan kab aa gye", her voice was so special that i could not respond ,and rather wanted to hear more from her ,because it sounded like a humming bird who has just learnt to sing...... I just loved it....

And i guess the sound was so beautiful that i just opened my eyes.. to see her ,to which i realized..ohh...it was just a dream.........and i closed my eyes again to feel its freshness even in reality...

Its rytly said.....

Real beauty can be felt virtually just u need to look from the eyes within....

Good nyt...

JOURNEY FROM MORNING BED CALL TO TCS FINAL SELCTION CALL.

It was quite a sunny day, i woke up at around 6:30AM though i could not sleep at night properly due to anxiety, but managed my self to keep my self calm ,nd got two consecutive wake up call from Shrey,and Muzzi. The day was bright as usual,people around us (those who were sort listed for TCS ) were anxious,and were moving in motion to keep them self well dressed,and mentally prepared.
I was also in the same state of mind,so tried my best to keep my self free from worries.
Latter we all reached the designated venue of placement process,where we all were given few motivated lectures(tiring,boring nd irritating actually) to keep ourself calm,and composed and were asked to keep smiling even though if u din't know the answers(yet i din't understood the logic of that)during the interview process as we were watched by the panel (as if they had hidden web cam in there eyes).
Any ways the process started at around 10:00 AM where we all eligible students were made to sit in a conference hall making no noise with pin drop silence(which was never possible). Faces of many of the candidates were looking bright as if they had come to attend a marriage party (all were really well dressed,).
Thus after a brief introduction by the company people we all Marketing and finance candidates were asked to go for appearing the written exam.
As known from the earlier ,the pattern of written exam was quite fantastic,that after looking the question ,the only doubt came in my mind was that "Is there a upper cut-off" because almost all questions were familiar to all of us,so out of 38 candidates around 28 were in to the second round of interview.

Interview process took hell of our time,as it required all validation and verification process ,so having no time for us to have our lunch.But though we managed to keep our self happy with what ever we got to munch (after all naukari ki baat thi).

And then started the journey for interview ......
Luckily- unluckily i was the first candidate they called for ,and to my surprise ,i never expected this,so i just got totally nervous ,happened to black out in the interview,to be precise i din't know what i was saying to the panel member to what ever questions he asked, but after 7-9 minutes i regained myself and started firing the answers with a greater effort and confidence which helped me to gain a good amount of impression (which earlier i never thought of).Few questions from my graduation were also asked which was quite difficult for me but though i managed my self to answer few of them and tried my level best to divert to the way to which i wanted and controlled of.

Later after my interview ,the atmosphere inside was hot,(though it was raining outside) because the panel member was firing the same questions with an eagerness to know more which was getting more worsened.Few of our friends (specially HR girls) were grilled for more than 90 minutes,(i guess they must be looking smthing else other then knowledge) which seemed quite terrible for them as well as for us.

Though the over all first interview of ours was over till 9:45 PM,and an another round of HR interview was conducted for marketing and finance guys.
Around 10 PM another round of grilling started with the same questions (tell me about myself,and all ),to which only few selected candidates were called for.
I was also in one of those selected candidates to be grilled for .Till that point of time almost all were fed up (because of tiredness,feelings of hungry,rejections,and instable mental stress),but though i managed to give a smile of 1000mw in front of them,to which they asked "r u feeling tired" to which "i replied no"(aur kya kahta ,ki sir,aap logo ne to bachho ki jaan le li hai,).And then again i was grilled for an hour,to which i replied in what ever i could(after all izzat ka sawal tha).

And then came the judgement time that also after 12:00 hours,and few names were called as people as selected. i was also one of them.After hearing the names,i really din't knew what to do,later others made me feel comfortable that i was really selected.



Finally i managed to get through what ever hurdles came in (hostel me bahut lagai gyi meri,sabne mil ke bahut dhoya mere ko,jaise maine koi galti kar di ho placed hoke).
Now its relaxation time,,,,lets hope for a better future,for all those who have been selected ,and lets prey for those who are yet to be placed.

At the last not the list.....
"Ummido pe to dunia chalti hai,hum to tufano me bhi rasta bna lete hain,
Sath dosto ka ho to,ye india hi kya pura dunia hila dete hain,
Abhi to humne rakkha hai sirf do char hi kadam, rah dekhne ke liye,
Kahin ye dunia chhoti na pad jaye, najaro ko chhupne ke liye"
..........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

momentes..................

We never think that our daily UNUSUAL activities are though not of so much importance at the time its executed but after an interval of time,say day,months or years, if we are doing the same work, we might relate it with our previous one and begin to laugh or cry depending upon the type of memory we have of it. Its human psychology that we often remember good memories and try hard not to remember the bad ones. Its common that most of the memories we have is associated with our friends,family,and other close one from the past and present.
I have been passing by various friend groups from past to present ,and everywhere one thing was common between us i.e making fun of each others, at times without considering the way the person feels about it. The general talks of the day are reserved for the all the happenings in the surrounding (most of the time about girls, their new boyfriends, or about other friend groups) making unethical comments or associating them with some person without thinking about the outcome, but when we talk ,the atmosphere is filled with laughter, because everyone has something to share from their past without even being asked, and though such talks are of no value, when remembered after a time gap in isolation it really generates goose bumps to think of them.
Relating someone with some boys/girls are the common things done and it becomes funnier if they actually get in a relationship.Sometimes we do it just to have fun ,even though in reality there may be no association between the persons named. Some time relation is made out of two same sex persons also ,just to tease him/her and make a good stuff for others to laugh. Some time we feel as if they were scripted but in reality they all were just the time and moments spent by.
I guess these all memory may get vanish by the time we move ahead ,but its said that there always exist a child in every human,which can never die.And nevertheless to say that though we have move ahead,such nostalgic moments of our past will come in our mind if we ever encounter with those persons Groups,or moments again in our life.....

A line from one of the movie named "YAADEIN"
Nagme hain, shikwe hain,Kisse hain, baatein hain
(Baatein bhool jaati hain,Yaadein yaad aati hain
Yeh yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam ke,Chal jaane ke baad aati hain
Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein.........

what was it!!!!!!!!!

Love,live and laugh, there is always some relationship between these three words,if u consider one as constant ,you are left to choose either one of them.You can't choose both of them.And its the reality of the life. We are driven by the nature,which coincidentally makes us lead towards,the unsupervised or say, the places where exploring is possible,because the mystery of life is quite challenging.

Its the life who is the best teacher you can ever have.It teaches you best when you are in scar,it makes you more confident towards the ways people can treat you and vice -versa. You can have the ability to face hurdles and in the environment you can get with.

My experience with life has been quite confusing ,because more the failure i got more i leaned towards the possibility of its success and more strong i tried to be in the next, more i lost it .

Life has become more like a game for me where either you win or you loose, you should have the ability take it in a positive way either it be the failure or the success.Some time people around you may make fun on your loss ,or may take credit for your success ,its all depends on you how you take it and how you make it.

Its said some where that dreams are our part of our dark conses where more deeper you go higher is the probability you come out with no end, i.e you are left with no end results. And i think this dreams only make people more leaned towards assuming some thing in real thus by dreaming in day eyes open,to have a feel of having an end,but do they ever think that its realization once failed ,how badly affects the human heart. Its generally associated with men psychology because they are one who go for day dreaming or say they actually don't wanna come from their dream world. I guess you have to over come with this thought and should realize that life is no longer a plant's seed where once you plant it,and start hoping for the fruits without getting it mature,and then getting ripped. You need to have patience and the ability to give a passage for its growth. Expectation is good thing but over expectation will lead to either isolation or create a black space in the heart. And at the end you are left with broken heart showing no ray of hope.

I think it should be realized as soon as possible so as to make it more happening and showing a sign of identification.

I have seen many of mine dreams getting crushed within no time delay,its not because i didn't give it a time or i don't have patience it was all the same ,i.e over expectation.

Though loosing one game or so many game does not make me weak ,rather i can count those as beautiful experience of my life,where at least i tried to see a dream though it never got its end, at least i tried,and thus i don't have any regrets for that neither i have to repent it.

There is a saying " ye dunia Ulfat me jia kartin hai jine do, humen hasana mubarak hai,koi rota hai rone do,".

After all these all are mine beautiful experince where though i din't get any thing as mine but i got so many moments which are quite enough for going for a next step in life. I may not have got so many to cherish but who so ever i have they have been an important part played in my life's role play and i can never forget them.

Yet i love them,live with them and try to laugh.......

Ek shayari ho jaye.....

" Tamanayo se humne unko chah ke ,ek aasiyana bnaya chhota sa,

Samay ki aandhi kuchh aaisi aayi, vo sapne sare tut gye,

humne fir kosis ki unke sapno ko jine ki,Ek nya aasiyana bnane ki,

Hume kya pta tha,unhe mahlo me rahne ki aadaat thi,hum fir rah gye dil leke apna chhota sa"

YE DOSTI ,,,HUM KABHI CHHODENGE,....

Dosti, whenever this word comes in mind,the first reflection comes of the closest person we have.It may vary from person to person,and culture to culture,but the basic definition of the friendship is same and that is a beautiful bonding between two or more ,having a longevity of god knows for how many years,months,or days depends on the understanding and thought process.
We start making friends from the day one of our childhood,it may be with any one,either grand parents,cousins, neighbor's son or daughters ,and also with dog,cat,or other animals. It all comes from the inner self to whom to talk and to whom to keep in circle. In actual we start making a emotional fence around us which we think will keep us safe and secure.But as the time passes by we know each others differences, their good and bad habits.and there we make some reservations for them.And the proper learning of the environment,society,and human nature is nurtured from the same group of friends.

I still remember those days of my child hood how often we used to fight ,and then promise our self that we will not talk unless the person says sorry or,comes to initiate the talk,but at the end no one actually cared who came first.And the game after a pause used to get started.It was not the moment that matters rather it was the person who mattered the most.Fighting for toys,ice-creams,ride on the front sit of the scooter for viewing the road,and the most important making a house of our dreams on sand,it was just a matter of time that importance of that person in our life becomes a priority. Friendship at that time was not made on any criteria,it just happened,in reality those are the friends who in actual are the real friends we could ever make because they are nurtured to be your best pals.
And then comes the school life where,no of friend increases rapidly ,and during the course of time,it keeps changing its numbers either large or small. I dont know whether i am right or wrong,i think those who have spent their lives in hostel,has greater no of stories to tell,and remember then those living in homes.Because there you know so many people from morning 'breakfast to evening sleep,and there comes the real bonding,where we actually make a great friends where the proper judgment of true friendship is seen at the time of happy and sad moments.

Now at the college level too,the definition of friendship is same,just with time and maturity,we make friends depend upon need and situation.Size also matters, i.e these days close friends are limited,depending upon the time and situation
because the bonding level keep on decreasing such as some are smoke driven ,name driven,socially driven(eating,Riding,no of hot/cool girl/boy friends,and popularity etc).

In these stages of life too there is fighting (some time physical but most of the time verbal and mental) but here person's importance is lost rather moments becomes a prime factor,because its not driven by the love rather by the EGO of the person. Here also we start talking to the person but the attachment is either reduced or lost.
ONE of my best friend once told,that "You should never mind little little thing,because it breaks a very close relationship". But you can't even scape from it because its human nature we can just either ignore it or control it.

At the end of our college life we generally make lot many friends but as the time passes,the bonding keeps on decreasing,and only a few countable are left,to whom u actually didn't wanna lose forever. Its not because they are just friends,they become your life,they get every right to tease you,teach you,love you and hate you at the same time.
They make sacrifices just for the shake of one smile on your face,and have the ability to make you cry when u dint miss them.They makes us feel the importance of you and them.When something valuable is near us we won't care for it but when we miss that precious things we start feeling for it. That is friendship.

Love you ,miss you....
Now i can say
"..Jindagi ke kisi mod pe ek safar aaisa aayega jahan hamara sath hi manjil ko ek tarranum dega,
Thoda tum chal lena thoda hum chal lenge,.."'......

" HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY"