Jindagi kya hai??

 ज़िंदगी क्या है, 

एक आइना अपने करमों का, 

कुछ खट्टी ,कुछ मीठी और कुछ अधूरी खवाहिसो का 

कुछ कहीं , कुछ अनकही लफ़्ज़ों का, 

कुछ पूरी ,कुछ अधूरी फ़रमियासो का,

समय का जो काल चक़्र, कभी रुकता नही किसी के ज़ोर से 

रेत का ये सम्प्रभा , चलता निरंतर किसी के रोक से 

थमती तो साँसे है, रुकती तो बातें है, 

समय का ज़ोर कभी थमता नही किसी ओरसे 

कुछ बातें कभी हंसाती है , कभी रुलाती है 

बातें कुछ बचपन की, यादें कुछ छुटपनकी 

ये कुछ नी बस यादों का पिटारा है, चलता उमर भर सारा है 

जिसका जीकर वो बचपन के साथी से हो या जीवनशाथी से

ये  जमापूँजी है अपने कारमो का , ये आइयना है अपने सपनो का 

ज़िंदगी क्या है।

एक यादें उन बीती बातो का 

कुछ साथ चले और कुछ छूट जाने वाले उन रिस्तेओन का, 

कुछ सुनी, कुछ उनसनी उन कहानियो का 

दादा दादी , नाना नानी के सिखाई हुई वो बातों का 

जो पहले निभाई थी और आगे निभेगी उनपर टिकी उन्न उमीदो का 

ये परिवर्तन है, जो आज है ,कल कुछ और होंगी 

ये नियम है,जो बदलती सभ्यता की सोच होंगी 

ये दौर है, जो भागती हुई आकाँक्षाओं की डोर होगी

बनना तो पानी है जिसको मिलना है सागर में 

अहम , द्वेष और कटुता भी आग में ही भस्म होगी 

ज़िंदगी क्या है. एक आयींना अपने कारमो की । 

White Waters... A Journey to Remember,

Well its rightly said, a journey with a plan is well executed only when you do it for the first time.I am writing this because of the experience and  moment which i have enjoyed are really more than just awesome.I never thought it to be so memorable that, i can not control my self sharing the experience. 

The journey started by welcoming a soft rain followed by a heavy traffic jams, but it never mattered to us, as the enthusiasm , eagerness to overcome all our fear, test our patience was on the top thus traffic, and hunger never made us feel low. The journey included all kinds of people from across the country , with  a shared bonding of exploring the thrills of Kolad,  and strengthening our oneself.  Well after traveling for more than 2-3 hours we finally reached to our guest house, and our welcome with the nature was so great that , the god was also happy with all its eyes open.  We had lunch, followed by playing soccer in the swimming pool which was equally good as when you can feel the cold and fresh rain water as well as the warm and optional swimming pool. the mixture made the arena perfect for singing  the song " Gatha ke sath sath, Hawa ke sang sang O sathi chal ". The cool breeze when ever came to us , its just touched the souls, and made us so purified  and composed ,that we lost track of our self.

Well with the later half of the day, we moved to enjoy the thrill. of lake crossings on rope, rope shielding, and  many other adventurous activity which was more then enough to boost our energy and enhance motivation to over come any difficulty. There were few waoo moments when we succeeded in completing a task, though it never really mattered how difficult it was while completing, there were moments where some of us felt , "oh no, why did i take this task", but when they completed , i think a moral would have boosted in there mind. and a fear of failing would have vanished from there soul.

Well at the end of the day, we were tired as well as motivated for the next day event, but the tiredness never came in between when there are friends , who were ready to share there feelings,  emotions, story(ghost and love stories) , at that moment i felt. though our lives are surrounded by so many people, how responsible we are. but it all is profession,  but when you have a bunch of friends. you just let your self free from all those work thoughts which was  really good. We danced, sang, shouted, cried, and gave our soul , pain, to the nature. Though i had never had candle light dinner in my life with any loved ones, but there i felt, loved one does really not matter a opposite partner, but there we had our dinner in candle light with friends and we felt equally good.Opposite never mattered, just the friends were more then enough to make feel comfortable.


The very next day, the more adventurous and interesting journey started with a cup of tea and hot "Wada Pav" (quite famous cuisines in Maharashtra , the size of bread is too big that you have to open your  mouth wide to grab a bite of it). Well we reached the spot where we were scheduled for going for river rafting, and i  remember we were the almost first to reach to the spot, thus enjoyed watching everything which came in between be it the flow of water, tourists (especially Girls :P), the guides giving us instructions in there stylish hinglish tone. we were jumping like monkeys on the raft, as it was either first time for many of us or the idea of it was quite interesting, We shot many pictures., few on raft, few out of the raft just to capture in the memory.

Well the journey began for a stretch of 14 km, on a single raft having ten people on one raft, and the journey started with a loud noise of "Har Har Mahadev", we were speechless when the raft met with the first current and it was almost submerged in water, oh my god, it was awesome, the rate of shouting was equally proportional to the speed and current of boat, and the outcome was the feeling of giving up all the fears to the water with or without  any compulsion, as we dint had choice either. But it was all team effort, which made us realize why team is important, and we saw the coordination as well, where two of the raft flew in the water, and all the members of those raft were flowing in the water like wooden loaf, we got hold of three members, they were really thankful to us as in one moment they were preying god for there life, but when they were put back to the raft, i think, they would have really felt good, that they over come there fear. 

Well , we enjoyed the journey, and after completing almost one third of our journey , we jumped in the river to feel the calmness at the later point ,and flow with the river, it gave a lesson of life in turn .

At the end of the journey we came back with a smile on our face and motivation to overcome fear, anger and thrust to do anything we can in our lives.

We really laughed, cried., feared...and at the end lived the moment of life.......


God bless everyone.....

We conquered......

We Coordinated, we overcome all our fear..

We planned , we Executed.......we rocked.....

Holi Ki yaadey....

Bachpan ki vo pichkari ko aaj hum miss karte hai,
Pani se bhare hue gubbaro ko aaj hum sirf mahsoos karte hai ,
Be-Dhadak hoke Rang barse ke gano ko kitna miss karte hai,
Mamma ke bnaye hue Pue aur gulabjamun ko miss karte hai,

Samay ka vo daur jo kuch aaisa mahfooj hota tha,
Na kisi ka darr aur na kisi se bhay mahsoos hota tha,
Mitti, Gulal,na jane kya kya, Humare rango ki toli me aa jate the,
Kabhi rang barse to kabhi holi hai kah ke  dance me mashgool rahte the,

Pados wale chacha ko kab gore se kala bnate,
Aur bagal wali bhabhi ko kab rango se nahla dete,
Kabhi ye sochne ka mauka hi ni mila ki kahan jana hai,
Jahan log mile ussi se dil mila ke aage badh jana hai 

Aaj ke daur ki holi kuch alag si hone lagi hai ,
khelna to door,logo ko rango se bhi nafrat si hone lagi hai,
Milawat aur mahngai ke daur me rang to kya pani bhi naseeb ni ho raha,
Pehle ghr ke garden ko rangne me ni sochte the, 
Aaj to water kingdom aur ghar ka aagan bhi naseeb ni ho rha hai,

Aaj sirf facebook aur phone calls se holi ki subhkamnaye di jati hai ,
Flash player aur photoshop se ek dusro ko holi ki kamnaye di jati hai ,

share -e-Kerala

There should always be a fresh start for whatever you do in life. I guess this was the same which at all started with me from the day I started my journey to explore a new life in terms of job, expectations, satisfaction and responsibility. The first experience of sitting on a flight was quite exciting for me as the butterfly which rose in my stomach kept me awake till the end of my journey. The pleasure to look from the top of the sky and then to analyze the beauty of it was amusing. It gave me a good lesion to learn that whatever be the situation, you are the same tiny person, who can do as much as he wants but can’t be bigger than the sky. So always fly to go high, look at the broader picture no matter what and then compare with your past achievement you will really love that.

The first day at Trivandrum was quite interesting as coming to a new location, environment and then getting a chance to meet with different people from diverse background was quite amazing in one’s own way.

The second day induction at company’s auditorium gave us an inclination towards what we are going to be in coming few years which included the TATA’s value system, integrity, commitment and trust, which I am yet to explore and work upon on its reality in my own way. The day was followed by various formalities, rules and regulations which were the part of the induction curriculum, which more or less felt like I am in my college days. And then here comes the location preference ceremony which was alike every associate sitting in that auditorium wanted to hear and get. I was also one of the dignities to choose my preference with much of the confusion and uncertainty to get the desired location. At later stage the confusion and surprise for locations was revealed and I was amazed with the location I got, as it never existed in my preference list at all. I was allocated “Chennai” as my final location, I was surprised and tense at the same time, and I could not do anything at all to save myself from worry. There were others too who were denied with their preference so at least I had few shoulders to share my feelings .LOL

Well to get myself refreshed we visited kovlam in the first week, which was quite amazing in its own way, it really gave me satisfaction to relax and make my mind calm and composed and think on the bigger picture. I consoled myself and made my mind to start my journey to the place which is like an alien place for me, but I said to myself that there is always blessing in disguise, so look at the brighter side of it.  So we again ventured another tourist place named as “Poover” which is a back water river meeting into the sea, and I felt that it was the same for me as well, it has to move somewhere and become a part of big journey.

We enjoyed as much we can, because life never stops and we should always be happy in what we get ,and this positive thought stills keep me awake and energized of what I am doing and what I shall be doing at later years.

My journey for another part of life has started and let’s hopes whatever comes in between is welcomed by joy of learning and experience in form of good one, bad one. As someone has rightly said that life is not a bed of roses, so we must keep ourselves ready for the thorns as well. 

Dreams .the most secret part of human life....

Dreams are the dark conses of human mind,but do they really gives us any clue of the purpose they aroused . I guess there is always a certain relationship in what we do and what we wish to do.

Because if this would have not been the case then many stories,inventions,and thoughts could not have come into existence.

Dreams are mostly carried away by the presence thought process which keeps fascinating in mind time and again ,it may vary from any thing such as relationship to some unusual activity which we wish to do,its all the world of fantasy which provokes to do unusual things in unusual way.

Many a times i have been into such phases of dreams ,where if they occurred in reality either a great thing could have been created or a blunder. The purpose of writing this blog is about a dream which i had recently few days earlier , and the most important part of it was its creativity and romance in execution. It was a dream of a romantic date with most innocent girl of my life i could ever meet.

I was in ecstasy of a beautiful islands somewhere near Hawaii,(i guess i must have seen that islands in some english movie) ,the weather was quite romantic as the sun had just thought to settle down,spreading its dim yellow light followed by a spectrum clinching in to the ocean, and the wind blowed like they were whistling to the tune of wave.

There was a small hut near on the island which seemed more like a netted house surrounded by coconut trees and the scent of flowers made the island look like a haven.

I was with my lady who has just woke up after a long sleep,hairs felt apart on her eyes ,covering half of her face,which made her look so beautiful.Her eyes were shiny due the freshness of her beauty, searching around. I looked into her beautiful eyes and give her warm hug,making her feel comfortable in my arms. The scent of her hairs were so strong that i could get courage to let her loose from my arms. I just planted a kiss on her forehead to make her feel how important she was to me , and to make her feel special from others .

She looked in to my eyes like a child , and said.... " Hum yehan kab aa gye", her voice was so special that i could not respond ,and rather wanted to hear more from her ,because it sounded like a humming bird who has just learnt to sing...... I just loved it....

And i guess the sound was so beautiful that i just opened my eyes.. to see her ,to which i realized..ohh...it was just a dream.........and i closed my eyes again to feel its freshness even in reality...

Its rytly said.....

Real beauty can be felt virtually just u need to look from the eyes within....

Good nyt...

JOURNEY FROM MORNING BED CALL TO TCS FINAL SELCTION CALL.

It was quite a sunny day, i woke up at around 6:30AM though i could not sleep at night properly due to anxiety, but managed my self to keep my self calm ,nd got two consecutive wake up call from Shrey,and Muzzi. The day was bright as usual,people around us (those who were sort listed for TCS ) were anxious,and were moving in motion to keep them self well dressed,and mentally prepared.
I was also in the same state of mind,so tried my best to keep my self free from worries.
Latter we all reached the designated venue of placement process,where we all were given few motivated lectures(tiring,boring nd irritating actually) to keep ourself calm,and composed and were asked to keep smiling even though if u din't know the answers(yet i din't understood the logic of that)during the interview process as we were watched by the panel (as if they had hidden web cam in there eyes).
Any ways the process started at around 10:00 AM where we all eligible students were made to sit in a conference hall making no noise with pin drop silence(which was never possible). Faces of many of the candidates were looking bright as if they had come to attend a marriage party (all were really well dressed,).
Thus after a brief introduction by the company people we all Marketing and finance candidates were asked to go for appearing the written exam.
As known from the earlier ,the pattern of written exam was quite fantastic,that after looking the question ,the only doubt came in my mind was that "Is there a upper cut-off" because almost all questions were familiar to all of us,so out of 38 candidates around 28 were in to the second round of interview.

Interview process took hell of our time,as it required all validation and verification process ,so having no time for us to have our lunch.But though we managed to keep our self happy with what ever we got to munch (after all naukari ki baat thi).

And then started the journey for interview ......
Luckily- unluckily i was the first candidate they called for ,and to my surprise ,i never expected this,so i just got totally nervous ,happened to black out in the interview,to be precise i din't know what i was saying to the panel member to what ever questions he asked, but after 7-9 minutes i regained myself and started firing the answers with a greater effort and confidence which helped me to gain a good amount of impression (which earlier i never thought of).Few questions from my graduation were also asked which was quite difficult for me but though i managed my self to answer few of them and tried my level best to divert to the way to which i wanted and controlled of.

Later after my interview ,the atmosphere inside was hot,(though it was raining outside) because the panel member was firing the same questions with an eagerness to know more which was getting more worsened.Few of our friends (specially HR girls) were grilled for more than 90 minutes,(i guess they must be looking smthing else other then knowledge) which seemed quite terrible for them as well as for us.

Though the over all first interview of ours was over till 9:45 PM,and an another round of HR interview was conducted for marketing and finance guys.
Around 10 PM another round of grilling started with the same questions (tell me about myself,and all ),to which only few selected candidates were called for.
I was also in one of those selected candidates to be grilled for .Till that point of time almost all were fed up (because of tiredness,feelings of hungry,rejections,and instable mental stress),but though i managed to give a smile of 1000mw in front of them,to which they asked "r u feeling tired" to which "i replied no"(aur kya kahta ,ki sir,aap logo ne to bachho ki jaan le li hai,).And then again i was grilled for an hour,to which i replied in what ever i could(after all izzat ka sawal tha).

And then came the judgement time that also after 12:00 hours,and few names were called as people as selected. i was also one of them.After hearing the names,i really din't knew what to do,later others made me feel comfortable that i was really selected.



Finally i managed to get through what ever hurdles came in (hostel me bahut lagai gyi meri,sabne mil ke bahut dhoya mere ko,jaise maine koi galti kar di ho placed hoke).
Now its relaxation time,,,,lets hope for a better future,for all those who have been selected ,and lets prey for those who are yet to be placed.

At the last not the list.....
"Ummido pe to dunia chalti hai,hum to tufano me bhi rasta bna lete hain,
Sath dosto ka ho to,ye india hi kya pura dunia hila dete hain,
Abhi to humne rakkha hai sirf do char hi kadam, rah dekhne ke liye,
Kahin ye dunia chhoti na pad jaye, najaro ko chhupne ke liye"
..........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

momentes..................

We never think that our daily UNUSUAL activities are though not of so much importance at the time its executed but after an interval of time,say day,months or years, if we are doing the same work, we might relate it with our previous one and begin to laugh or cry depending upon the type of memory we have of it. Its human psychology that we often remember good memories and try hard not to remember the bad ones. Its common that most of the memories we have is associated with our friends,family,and other close one from the past and present.
I have been passing by various friend groups from past to present ,and everywhere one thing was common between us i.e making fun of each others, at times without considering the way the person feels about it. The general talks of the day are reserved for the all the happenings in the surrounding (most of the time about girls, their new boyfriends, or about other friend groups) making unethical comments or associating them with some person without thinking about the outcome, but when we talk ,the atmosphere is filled with laughter, because everyone has something to share from their past without even being asked, and though such talks are of no value, when remembered after a time gap in isolation it really generates goose bumps to think of them.
Relating someone with some boys/girls are the common things done and it becomes funnier if they actually get in a relationship.Sometimes we do it just to have fun ,even though in reality there may be no association between the persons named. Some time relation is made out of two same sex persons also ,just to tease him/her and make a good stuff for others to laugh. Some time we feel as if they were scripted but in reality they all were just the time and moments spent by.
I guess these all memory may get vanish by the time we move ahead ,but its said that there always exist a child in every human,which can never die.And nevertheless to say that though we have move ahead,such nostalgic moments of our past will come in our mind if we ever encounter with those persons Groups,or moments again in our life.....

A line from one of the movie named "YAADEIN"
Nagme hain, shikwe hain,Kisse hain, baatein hain
(Baatein bhool jaati hain,Yaadein yaad aati hain
Yeh yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam ke,Chal jaane ke baad aati hain
Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein.........